(03-19-2018 08:26 AM)DownOnRohs Wrote: I'm upset with myself more than anything else. It's sad how much I care, and it's going to be hard to change..but I NEED to. This is so pathetic.
Don't worry. It naturally happens with age, just as Major and Bro point out. If not age and mellowing in itself, it is because you will have more going on in life.
Similar to Fubar, I've had my share of personal crap over the last 4-5 years. Up until then, I had been addicted to this board, and addicted to the Bearcats. You lose people in your life, you realize how damn stupid you had been.
I also have around 30K posts, although that has spanned over a decade. But, you guys don't see me posting a lot anymore. I would obviously say I'm not done being a Bearcat fan, but I have definitely de-emphasized it.
5-6 years ago, I would have freaked out my late wife and late dog, going ballistic over this meltdown within their direct earshot. I wouldn't have had a wink of sleep. There was a time in my life I actually wouldn't have slept too well after ANY loss.
As it was, this game did make it difficult to sleep, but I at least got in four hours. Monday, I really wasn't in all that bad a mood. I just feel so bad for the players. I saw the reporter talking to Moore, Broome and Clark in the locker room. Those guys were just devastated. Screw our sports egos, think any of these guys feel any better?
So, any of you who want me to pull the plug, you will have your wish. But, I'm going to give each of you until Thursday to calm down and reconsider.